A week after I graduated from college my mom and her fiancé took me to the Caribbean for a week. Half the resort was clothes optional. The first two days we were on the clothing side. Third day we all agreed to go all natural. My mom said you’re old enough you form your own boundaries. We got out around 2 because we all decided we needed to drink a lot first. We got to the beach and all eventually were naked. Overall it was pretty easy with the alcohol. I did quickly notice Justin taking longer glances. I figured it was because I was completely bald and mom had a landing strip. He got up stepped in the water came back and adjusted his towel for a better view. Over the next hour or so I caught him multiple times staring at me.
You've ruined this body. But anything is still possible despite the fact that you'll suffer every possible criticism. At least you can try to change your life. Leave this site for good. I believe in you. You're priceless